I am Jean , John's big sister. His Jeanl!! I was 14 when John was born and I couldn't have loved him more, as a baby, a small child and a man. My hearts aches with pain and good memories. I cannot put into words how much I hurt, because he is gone. He shouldn't be gone, he was far to young. I will remember all the good times over 56 years.i love you so much John and I will miss you forever . You made mum and dad and all of us very proud xxxx